Goodbye Is Not Forever!

Actually, I plan to post something else in my blog today...But, after seeing you guys post something so touching but sad on your blogs, I feel like joining the group too!

There's nothing much for me to say regarding our friendships. Fei Jing, you are a nice friend with high optimism. Without you by my side, I will definitely feel unethusiastic! All your advices and helps that you offer so far will always be appreciated. Thank you for accompanying me during the whole journey in these 1 and a 1/2 years in USJ. Thank you for lifting me up when I am in depression and thank you for putting up with my moody behaviour.(I know I can be annoying and irritate you when I am high on sugar on particular days...same to Mei Yun too...)

To Mei Yun, I once again congratulate you for securing a seat in Monash University! Bravo! When I first saw you, I thought you look arrogant (sorry bout that). But, once I befriend you, you are sweet and nice although your mood swings do frighten me sometimes. Still, thank you for always being by my side.You are indeed a good friend! =)

I know that everything will change once we got our WACE results. Everyone will go on their separate ways, achieving their dreams. However, what will remain is that our friendships that we had built through obstacles during these 18months will last eternally! Whatever happens, we are still good friends! No matter how far we are away from each other and no matter how long is it going to be for us to meet each other again, we are still good friends!

In short, JUST USE FACEBOOK LAH TO KEEP IN TOUCH! IF NOT, WE CAN STILL USE MOBILE PHONE MAH! HAIYA! MOBILE PHONES SERVE FOR COMMUNICATION NOT DECORATIONS!

Another thing that I want to say is don't think of this as a negative matter. Think positively!Maybe one day, we might meet again during the 2 years housemenship. Or maybe, we might see each other again in ''rumah orang tua''! Who knows? But still, I love both of you very, very much!

P/S : @ Fei jing, : Remember to bring back some delicacies for me from India!
         @ Mei Yun : Just buy some chocolates for me from Sunway! I want the ones with mints, k?
N to both of you, remember to tell me when you found your dream guys! I want to see, k? =)

Exhaustion, disappointment and bliss!

Today, my family and I (including my brother,very rare for him to follow us) went to USJ. Assume it as a family holiday trip since it is very rare for us to go for an outing together!

We went to Summit to search a guitar for my bro...No idea why he suddenly takes an interest in guitar...Weird guy I guess...But after searching high and low, we finally found a suitable one for him! Thank god! If not, my ears will bleed non-stop due to his constant complains! Anyway, I'm currently too tired and lazy to upload the pics of him and his precious one since the line is damn slow! Maybe I'll just do it tomorrow...

But, what I can about his guitar is that it's super black an the damn cool! But, today, I felt a bit irritated and disappointed about a certain guitar shop's owner. Not only is he damn ugly but he is super rude too! How dare he speak in such a rude way to my dad and brother! They only ask about the prices of the guitars and  suddenly, that stupid guy just lashed out at them! How he managed to survive in his business till now remains a question mark to me. His guitars are sold at unreasonable prices with limited designs only mah! Whats so proud bout them anyway?! He said he's in a hurry. So, he rushed us to buy his guitar! If he's in a rush, he should at least inform us politely...Someone should send him to the Persatuan Pengguna and teach him some etiquettes!

Luckily, I managed to find another shop that sold guitars and we went there to buy it. The service there is better than the previous one! hmph! Next time, if you want to open a shop, at least be polite to your customers! If not, who wants to visit your shop?

Trust You

Song: Trust You
Artist: Itou Yuna


(This is one of the Japanese songs that I prefer the most! Not only does it has meaningful lyrics but it is also inserted with a melodious soundtrack! Hopefully everyone who's feeling down, unappreciated and sad will get up on their own feet after listening to this song!)

Hana wa kaze ni yureodoru you ni                                                                  
Ame wa daichi wo uruosu you ni
Kono sekai wa yorisoiai ikiteru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsukeau no?
Naze wakare wa otozureru no?

Kimi ga tooku ni itte mo mada
Itsumo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada
Tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo
Mata aeru to
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
Futari dakara shinjiaeru no
Hanasanaide




Sekai no hate wo dare ga mita no?

Tabi no owari wo dare ga tsugeru no?
Ima wa kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo
Shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii
Sono sakimi hikari ga matsu kara

Kimi ga oshiete kureta uta wa
Ima mo kono kokoro no man'naka
Ano yasashii koe to tomo ni hibiiteru
Afureru kimochi no shizuku ga
Atatakaku hoho tsutau
Tsuyoku naru ne
Shinjiteru yo
Tsunagatteru to
Im always by your side

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga
I love you, I trust you
Ai wo oshiete kureta
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte mo
Soba ni iru yo

Waiting for your love
Always by your side
Youre the one that I love
Youre the one that I trust
Youre the only one

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
I love you, I trust you
Kanashimi demo yorokobi demo
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no subete wo mamoritai

Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte mo
Soba ni iru yo
Futari dakara shinjiaeru no
Hanasanaide 


Translations in English desu...


Flowers dance in the wind,
rain moistens the Earth…
If everyone in this world want to live together,
why do they hurt each other?
Why do they separate?


No matter how far you go, you’ll still
be in my heart.
With that tender smile, I get buried and
held in a fragment of you…
Even if you feel pain…we’re tied together,
I believe we’ll meet one again.
I’m waiting for your love.


I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness, because we trust each other,
so don’t let go


Who has seen the world’s end?
Who informed us of the Journey’s End?
I can’t see the answer now, but even in long nights,
I hope you’ll continue on the path you believe in
because a light is waiting for you

The song you’ve taught me
still lies within my heart.
Together with you, that tender voice resounds in my heart.
The fragment of my overflowing emotions
streak down my warm cheeks.
I’ve become strong right? I believe, we’re tied together.
I’m always by your side.


I love you, I trust you
for you, I shed these tears.
I love you, I trust you
you taught me what love is. Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you.


I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness.
I love you, I trust you
be it sadness or happiness.
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect your everything.


Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you because we trust each other…
Don’t let go.

starting point 2011

Since my ATAR result is released, it is the time to think about my future. Since then, I had to faced many worries and anxieties that might change my life forever. For example, which course should I choose? Dentistry or medicine? Which place should I choose to further my study? India or Malaysia? Which university should I choose? More problems arise and they form a really humongous headache for me! 

Sometimes, I'm wondering...Why must life be so difficult? Why must we, as humans, must strive for the best and perfectness in everything? Why couldn't we survive in this society if we don't have good results/ qualifications/ talents? Is it due to rapid globalisation or is it due to human's determination to be the best from the best?

Whatever is it, after a long consideration, I had made a decision and I would strive to the best of my ability! Whatever is it, I won't give up! Although the road is going to be winding and full of obstacles, hopefully after 7 years of hell, everything is going to be alright! =) 

GAMBATTE !!!

A Day Out With Housemates!!!

After yesterday's awards night, my housemates including me decides to visit Empire Mall near here...despite yesterday's exhaustion, it is a wonder on how we managed to walked so long just to reach the destination... (honestly, my feets hurt till now). Today, I learn some lessons.


1st : research and analyse the destination thoroughly before setting foot there. If not, u'll become the meal for the hungry wolves
2nd : limit the amount of money u brought
3rd : try something extraordinary to discover something extraordinary


As promised, all of us (mostly me)  went on a quest of shopping spree (more like eating spree). We try a lot of food with REASONABLE price as promised. BUT, the most interesting of all is the art painting session that I take with one of my fren! (more like torture for me but pleasure for her) -.-

                        my ugly bunny ( hai I rely dont have talents in arts...-.- )

                            my frens talent in arts shown in this piece... 

a fren of mine giving high quality advice after laughing so much at my art skill! 

Still, what counts the most is the time spent with frens! so I dont have any regrets in this trip despite being simple and reasonable...for some people, it might be ridiculous how can a trip like this is memorable but for me, personally, it is memorable and what really counts in is who the people are u spending these moments with! Here is a song that I feel suitable to describe what I feel now : serenity and appreciation. though I'm not a musician or anything...

AUSMAT Awards Night 2010

Today is the first time I'm blogging... so here it is about the most memorable in my 19th life...AWARDS NITE!!! 

Honestly, my first impression is that first, it's wasting time and money n second, it's too flashy... well it came as a shock for me when I fell the excitement n joy of preparing, attending and photographing with my frens! No other memory is better than the ones that I have in awards nite!!!

Yesterday, I really feel that all the 30 frens that I know since last July 2009 are very precious to me...without their presence by my side I wont feel the happiness in friendship...which I thought I will never feel again since secondary school's time...I learn a lot from them in these one and a half years time, both in academics as well as personal life... For that I thank them from the bottom of my heart...

                                              
                             my cool housemates, Felicia, Mei Yun n Fei Jing!

                                          
                                       nice outfits they have..Angel vs Demon...

                                  
                                                 interesting dances by AUSMAT lecturers!

WATSHIWA TAISETSUNA TOMODACHI NO!!!

Now, all I feel is the regret for not spending more time with them...it is very sad for me when I realised that the time we spent together is coming to an end... n again, all of us are going to be separated again...but still, our memories together will always be fresh in my mind...(I know it's cheesy but I just felt like expressing what I'm feeling now, so just bear with it...n here are the pics)  Ja ne ! :)